{"id":2134,"date":"2011-02-02T03:21:43","date_gmt":"2011-02-01T19:21:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/?p=2134"},"modified":"2011-06-24T16:23:54","modified_gmt":"2011-06-24T08:23:54","slug":"no-one-knows-im-crying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/blog\/2011\/02\/02\/no-one-knows-im-crying\/","title":{"rendered":"No One Knows, I&#8217;m Crying"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">No One Knows, I&#8217;m Crying&#8230; a lot of things in my minds&#8230; I try my best to be the best&#8230;but sometimes i thinks its not good enough&#8230; Its my fault ? &#8230; its come from myselft &#8230;?\u00a0 its because of you Adi ?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mungkin kadang2 aku memaksa, mungkin kadang2 aku terlampau mengikut perasaan, dan mungkin kadang2 aku berpikir terlampau jauh.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Kadang2 aku rasa aku tak mampu nak buat semua benda, tapi aku berusaha, dan ada masa aku memaksa diri utk buat benda yang susah dalam hidup.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mampu tak aku mencapai cita2 yang aku kejar..impian yang aku idam2kan dalam hidup. Banyak impian aku untuk tahun ni.. aku berusaha untuk dapatkan semua tu&#8230;. tapi adakah aku berdaya berdiri sendiri&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">dan hari ni satu perkataan yang paling susah aku nak sebut dah keluar&#8230;MATI&#8230; kenapa&#8230;entahlah&#8230;.semua orang takut akan mati&#8230;.tapi tu lumrah manusia&#8230; yang penting kita kena redha dan bersyukur dengan nikmat Allaw swt. Selagi nyawa ada di badan, selagi tu la kita kena berusaha dan beribadah pada Allah.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mampu tak aku mengubah diri aku ni, betul tak segala tindakan aku selama ni&#8230;aku akan cuba buat yang terbaik..aku rela berkorban apa saja&#8230;untuk melihat satu senyuman. Aku sanggup bayar berapa skalipun untuk melihat senyuman tu&#8230; biarkan terpaksa bergadai nyawa&#8230; yang penting aku nak tengok orang dekat dengan aku gembira&#8230;.orang yang aku sayang sentiasa ada di sisi aku setiap masa&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; No One Knows, I&#8217;m Crying&#8230; a lot of things in my minds&#8230; I try my best to be the best&#8230;but sometimes i thinks its not good enough&#8230; Its my fault ? &#8230; its come from myselft &#8230;?\u00a0 its because of you Adi ? Mungkin kadang2 aku memaksa, mungkin kadang2 aku terlampau mengikut perasaan, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life"],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2134"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2134\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/akuadi.org\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}