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No One Knows, I’m Crying… a lot of things in my minds… I try my best to be the best…but sometimes i thinks its not good enough… Its my fault ? … its come from myselft …?\u00a0 its because of you Adi ?<\/p>\n
Mungkin kadang2 aku memaksa, mungkin kadang2 aku terlampau mengikut perasaan, dan mungkin kadang2 aku berpikir terlampau jauh.<\/p>\n
Kadang2 aku rasa aku tak mampu nak buat semua benda, tapi aku berusaha, dan ada masa aku memaksa diri utk buat benda yang susah dalam hidup.<\/p>\n
Mampu tak aku mencapai cita2 yang aku kejar..impian yang aku idam2kan dalam hidup. Banyak impian aku untuk tahun ni.. aku berusaha untuk dapatkan semua tu…. tapi adakah aku berdaya berdiri sendiri….<\/p>\n
dan hari ni satu perkataan yang paling susah aku nak sebut dah keluar…MATI… kenapa…entahlah….semua orang takut akan mati….tapi tu lumrah manusia… yang penting kita kena redha dan bersyukur dengan nikmat Allaw swt. Selagi nyawa ada di badan, selagi tu la kita kena berusaha dan beribadah pada Allah.<\/p>\n
Mampu tak aku mengubah diri aku ni, betul tak segala tindakan aku selama ni…aku akan cuba buat yang terbaik..aku rela berkorban apa saja…untuk melihat satu senyuman. Aku sanggup bayar berapa skalipun untuk melihat senyuman tu… biarkan terpaksa bergadai nyawa… yang penting aku nak tengok orang dekat dengan aku gembira….orang yang aku sayang sentiasa ada di sisi aku setiap masa…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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